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Should I be back?

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It’s about half a year since i was in here rambling about something, and life been pretty tough these past few months, lots of downs and lows. The second half of the year shall not be a reflection of the first haf, in fact it shud be exactly the opposite. Ok maybe not all of it, just maybe the bad parts. I’ve had enough of depressing moment and need to get off this sinking ship. A change is in order but most importantly the courage first to make that change happen and the determination to keep that change in motion. Enough of hiding behind computer screens and drowning sorrow in food.

Works been bad. Start up companies are always a rick cos u never know if they can make it or not. It was a good risk in the beginning i tought until things get bad. So much for calculating risks. I’m reaching closer to breaking that nerve and just drop everything and flee away just to get somewhere peaceful to gather my toughts. Going out on my own, not having to leave my fate to other but take it into my own hands. It’s always been something i wanted to do but i’m also reasonable enoug hto know i cant make it happen anytime soon, i’m not fully prepared and i need more time. Until then i should learn the art of being patient. Looking at how life throws all these difficult painfull moments at a friend and seeing her take those in stride and making it work for her just gives me the inspiration i need.

A visit to an indian astrologer recently gave me hope. Now normally i would laugh at the things they would tell me about my future, this guy read me like a book. He assured me i was on the right path and for a short time i felt really peaceful someone could actually relate or at least feel what i was going through.

Why do people feel the need to live their lives in the eyes of others? Why are we afraid of what people have to say? Are we so afraid how people jusge us? I dont know why but it really bothers me when i need to hold myself of expression my happiness or sadness just so people dont jusge us for it?

I’m determined to change and change i will.

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Written by yogendrakumar

July 19, 2009 at 7:57 am

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The day has come!

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After 2 hardworking fun filled years at my current employment as a Multimedia Designer, i’m finalling leaving for a better offer which i hope will open many doors or windows of opportunity for a bright future ahead. Tomorrow will be my last day, the day i will have to say good bye. Leaving behind all bad memories and experiences and taking with me all the good ones. This past 2 years i’ve met and made many new friends whom i will willingly cherish and remember throughout my life.

As i move forward, i wish my current employers all the best in their future undertaking. I have learnt and experienced a lot of good and bad and i hope this make be a better person in every way i can be.

Working experience here has been fun. I’ve met people from all walk of life from various countries. Along the way i have made many friends of whom have made a change in me, one way or the other. I look forward with anticipation on my new challenges at my future office where i will take on the role as a Web Desiger.

For now i shall just be sad cos that’s the right thing to do. I wait upon the day when joy brights up my life again.

Written by yogendrakumar

August 21, 2008 at 6:50 am

New Year, New Post

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The first week of 2008 has already passed by with the blink of an eye. I’m wondering if this is a good start for me this year with things being unsettling at work and the lack or rather no activity in my personal life. Maybe the year for me is to start out with a blank canvas. Start everything afresh and new. How possible can this be when my past still haunts me?

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May 18, 2008 at 2:20 pm

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